Friday, January 27, 2006

一幅美丽的画,原可完美无缺地被收藏。
本应上框,但他却执意地继续挥笔。
画,被画蛇添足了。

有一幅画,半成品;
因为自己半途停了笔。
储藏,尘封。
如今,它被挑了出来。该画, 不该画?
笔,提了,又放。害怕着重蹈覆辙。

心理游戏,我不玩。
不想玩,也玩不起。
讨厌绕着圈,漫无边际地跑。
终点何时才会到达?直截了当,不好吗?
主导权该交还给理智了。

Monday, January 23, 2006

Whoa... rite I know. Horrible lack of updates haha. Well so much has happened since I last posted and I really shall not go into details abt what has transpired for me over the past few months. In short, took a couple of trips, said gd bye to some good friends and had a very merry christmas and new year. =)

Currently am busy with grad sch applications. At least the GREs went well, now can only send out everything and hope that I get accepted SOMEWHERE. T_T. The whole job search thingy is just plain depressing. As Leonard so succintly puts it, its almost to the point of desperation now. Lol. At least I still have the graduate sch option to fall back upon... all thanks to my very understanding parents. I really hope all goes well.

I have been recently described as being able to analyze pple well. Hmm. Perhaps it is my second calling as a psychologist? I'm actually not that sure. It was an interesting comment though. If it were true, while I am seemingly able to analyze pple's thoughts/characters rather accurately, I am unable to distinctly define myself. Kinda weird I know. But perhaps certain things abt urself are only perceptible by the pple around you; while not necessarily clear to oneself.

CNY is approaching. It will be the 4th CNY i have spent away from home; the 4th year that I will miss my grandma's glorious spread of CNY food. =(. Makes my mouth water just thinking abt it. I think its only when u're overseas that u realize the whole concept of CNY. Its not just any celebration, but a celebration of chinese culture, food and family. My cousins from Australia are back in Singapore for this year's CNY. Wish I could be there to hang out with them.

The future as of now for me is uncertain, different paths leading me to the unknown where I must make a choice. Hopefully in a couple of months, all will be clear. =)

Happy 2006 everybody.